Some things just can't be helped.

I know one thing that can't be helped no matter how much you try.
Or maybe a couple of things.
For instance, fate.
Second is... love.

Yes, no matter how much I want to deny it.
No matter how many times I shake my head off the thought.
In the end, it always comes back to me. But...
This time is different.
At least, I like to think so.

For years, my crushes would be either those of video games characters or
animations characters, even now characters from novels that I read.
To think there is a real, living human crush of mine just a few steps away
from my seat in class.
Is it so hard to just say 'hi, can we be friends?'

Please, give me courage.
To even talk to you.
Just being friends and share all the things we have in-common---
Is already a dream come true.
I love to listen to the songs you've written
I understand perfectly that you will never let anyone into your life that easy.
But, can you make me the only exception?

And somehow this has become like a short story for Paramore's The only exception.
Go figures.
I am also guilty of watching way too much Disney/Non-Disney fairy tales and folklore.

Therefore, excuse me and this somewhat really embarrassing post.
Really.
I just need to get this off my chest.
Please, don't take me as someone who desperately in need of love.
I don't.
I just have a massive curiosity of this particular person.
Who might be the first (...or second) who shares the same things
as I do.
In terms of music, opinions et cetera.