Fragments of Aria

...or it should have been I reap what I sow really. These past few days have been all great. I realized the treasures I have and promise that I would not lose sight of them again. I have also realized what grave situation I am in and it's all my fault... Some time during my college days, I've learned many things in life, studies and more. I've also learned how life is so short to be a chicken of not doing something you would totally regret later. Well, my friend sorta gave me the courage to talk to this person who I kiiiinda admired, just... admired . He is a friend, yes just a friend. Not the best friend kind or anything. He's just super nice to everyone and that's not even the reason I admired him so, well sure, being nice is awesome but what I admired about him so much is that, he sounds so intelligent when he speaks. Ahahaha, hilarious? He's far different than most of the guys I know, not that the guys I know are total arses or anything, he's just... un

Dear my friends out there, I really, really -- from the very depth of my heart -- want to thank you for responding to my post below. I was caught in a moment of intense insecurity, which explains why I wrote such thing in the first place :x Point is, I didn't think anyone would actually read that post hahaha But when I finally noticed the responses I got from my friends even though I only know them virtually, I... feel so happy like 'Ah, so there are people out there who cares for me...' I'm just mad at myself for not noticing it sooner 'cause I didn't get any email notifications, which I normally do but I don't know what happen. OK STOP RAMBLING ARIA. :| Again, I just want to thank you and say you mean as much to me as well. And, Mayu-nee I wanna wish you good luck on your newly-embarked journey in Penang.. was it? I know you can do it because you are the person who I admired so much within this five years of knowing you and probably more to come. If y

So it has been... quite the while. It seems I've completely abandoned my blog. Busy or not, it's not an excuse. Well anyway, so far, I have actually entered university and started my college life for some time now. It's fun, yes, very. In fact, I think of my college buddies as one, big happy family considering those who took the same course as I do aren't that many, around 4 girls (including me) and 15 or so guys? I don't mind really, they are all cool people and for once, I feel as if I fit in with these people. We went to The Curve together and watched The Dark Knight Rises on the second day after its first aired in Malaysia then we walked around since it's already night. During Ramadhan, we iftar together, conquering the second floor of the McDonald building hahaha. And some more activities like playing games together in an internet cafe. To summarize all, I had tons of fun with them and looking forward to another (roughly) 2 years with them. And tick, tock,