My little doubts.

I'm probably writing this, typing... whatever, not in my right mind.
Insanity takes over.
I... just need to get this off my chest.
This emo feeling take me by surprise.
Without noticing, I'm already crying.
Odd.

But I feel as if I am stabbed to the heart.
I mean, it's ironic when you know you have friends yet;
you can hardly talk to them.
In terms of when you're feeling down or something
just make you feel...well, upset.

Like now. I just need someone to talk too.
But my friends will never be the first ones I would actually
think about at times like this.
Is that... cruel of me?

I'm starting to have doubts.
I thought... I seriously thought;
That we could share everything with our best friends.
Then why do I hesitate?
Do you?

To those who read this, can I ask you;
do you actually, talk to the people you close to?
Best friends, friends for instance.
Things that makes you feel down, etc.
Or when you're upset, will those people be the first you find to console to them about
your problems?

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