Fragments of Aria

For once in my life, I have this unusual feeling of wanting to know more. Deeper. Learning more about this certain person. Frankly speaking, I have never felt like this with anyone before. I guess, there's a first for everything. This person somehow became a very irreplaceable someone to me. To the point that I wish to know more, I need to know more. I want to help. Have you ever feel this way before? Thinking that you are so close to a certain person, but reality is, you know nothing about him/her. It hurts. How this person is so irreplaceable yet, I know nothing about him/her. And for once, I feel like telling all these piling up, mixed feelings of mine to someone, and wanting that person would do the same. Feeling... Connected. Everyone has secrets. I have one. You have one. Everyone. But honestly, I don't like keeping secrets. Because at some point, since I am that type of easily get anxious and have uncertainties... thus, I desired reassurance.

Friendship 2 I realized something. Maybe friendship is something indeed very beautiful . 2500- My darling-darling. ♥ How could I ever start loving anime, games and drawing without you? You're one of the reasons for all this. Without you there wouldn't be "Sandaro". I thank you. ♥ You're sweet, talented, smart, pretty, funny. ohmai. you're the whole package! It's a drag that we didn't get to meet again this holiday. I really want to squeeze you. ;3; ♥ Maybe someday. I hope that day comes soon. I shall cherish this. And do you know how taught me the word cherish? Yes, it's you 'Sandaro.' On that sketch under the Sakura three. :) Oh and I have a confession. Actually... last year. I entered a public speaking contest. And went to second round. I had to come up a speech about Friendship. And the first thing that popped up was... 'Sandaro.' My teacher asked me what is friendship to you. And I answered. Friendship to me is 'Sandaro....

Friendship. *transmission starts* How many days until school is open? Crap. I don't know. I lost count when I lose the interest to know... or I never have any to begin with. Next year (which another few days away... or two :P), it will be my, what do you call it, SENIOR YEAR? Oh gawd. High school musical much? Lately, I've been boringly staring in the distance or just staring blankly at the screen of my laptop. I don't even know what I was thinking about. Really. Do I have anything personal to confide in somebody? Even if I do... who would I confide to? OK, that goes to the reason of this post (and title) *transmission over* Friendship is a ship that never sink. ^Elaborate please! To all those (possible) readers out there... do you ever have doubts about your friends? I'm not saying I have. But when I watch some movies, drama and whatnot. It as if they don't have any boundaries with their BFFs. Nothing stopping them from telling anything that bothers them. But I don...

Keepers of Aelhaven Note #2 More KoA notes to save information about the details of the characters. :) Keepers of Aelhaven; Claine del Hathewyn - The next chosen Savior of Aelhaven. Thus, the name of the story. Keepers of Aelhaven. She is sort of one of the Keepers. Claine is also the princess of Eden, who later lose her memories about her being. She falls down from the Eden, the Floating City to the grounds of the Lowers Lands after being chased by the Ethereal. From then, she is saved by Adeline when she has a vision of Claine who is fatally wounded. Thus, Adeline informs the High Priestess and is taken to the Sacred Havenhollow of Ourania. Alice Jean - A sky-pirate. But only steals things from rich and arrogant society in order to give it away to the poor. Alice actually belongs to a family of scientist but is left estranged when her parents died by the hands of her captors as she is kidnapped by unknown resistance. Later, however, she is saved by a famous sky-pirate and since then,...

Well, this is just something I want to post to remind myself in the future. LOLs. So it's not something of importance to those who do no understand its significance. xDD Lightning - Claine (Shin) Aya Brea - Alice (Aria) Aqua - Alexis (Nat) Vanille - Scarlett (Nany) Yuna (FFX ver.) - Estelle (Hana) Refia - Adeline (Ira) Selphie - Giselle (Neng) These are the characters for my newest fanfic; Keepers of Aelhaven. Keepers of Aelhaven tells a story from each character POV -- yet still in a 3rd POV. You get that? Sorry if it sounds confusing. LOLs. Aelhaven is a world that consists, mainly of three nations. The High Lands, Eden - the floating city; the Lower Lands, Ethereal and Ourania. The history of the world started when a crystal, that kept the balance of the world, was shattered into three pieces which then led the world to divide into three following nations. A prophecy once said that; When the crystal is broken, the end is drawing near. Regardless, a chosen Sorceress will rise to ...

Oh gosh. I'm heading over heels in love with Starry Sky series all over again. GAHHHHHHHHH! And yet I'm still confused who's my bias is. LOL. Or... biases. XDD But for some reason, I like Suzuya more! :DD Yet, I love Hoshizuki-sensei's storyline and the dialogues were perfect too! I even cried in the end. It was just soooo beautiful as if I'm watching a drama or something. Then, I guess, my third fave. might be Miyaji-kun. Haha. Because he's such shy cat, which is so adorable ---- so as Kanata-kun too! They like, have the same personality. LOL. Only, Miyaji is cuter because he loves sweets. Hahaha. Kanata-kun.. well, probably because he's so innocent when it comes to love. Especially with the scene when clearly the heroin and him are like an item now, yet when they were holding hands together... it was cute and innocent.! :))) And there's Homare-senpai. I personally love him because of his voice actor; SOUICHIRO HOSHI-SAMA! His voice is so unique. A voic...

Hey peeps. It's another typical day for me. The holiday will eventually be coming to an end soon. Which means, it'll be my last year in high school. Obviously, I'm not gonna start ranting about boring ol' school and those boring ol' people who go there. Life has been... well. Life, for me. I've been confused lately... with things even I couldn't come with what. How can I search for the answer when I don't even know the question to begin with... I don't know. It's probably due to the stress concerning future events and tests. And of course, life. I'm still afraid. If only, if only, there's someone out there to give me reassurance... I just need that. Only that. I let my laptop on at all times but all I did was... staring. Staring off ahead. Thinking and pondering far ahead. Gosh, even I can't possibly come with words what I was fussing to myself about. Hahaha. Okay, this post was clearly irrelevant. I must be at my wits end. I mean, j...